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why does the Lord let me live, why does he not destroy me, it would be an happiness for me if some would come and take a Knife and cut my throat, its happy for them that are Dead, they endure no such tormenting pain, they sustain no such losses, they know not tht meaning of such piercing, Heartbreaking Sorrows &c. But it plesed the Lord by degrees to bring me to more sober expressions, he began to convince me that I had deserved a great dealmore, it is a wonder I was out of Hell, he set my sins in order before mine eyes; |
why does the Lord let me live, why does he not destroy me, it would be an happiness for me if Some would come and take a Knife and Cut my throat, its happy for them that Are Dead, they endure no such tormenting pain, they sustain no such losses, they know not that meaning of such piercing, Heartbreaking Sorrows etc. But it pleased the Lord by Degrees to bring me to more Sobrium expressions, he began to convince me that I had deserved a great dealmore, it is a wonder I was out of Hell, he Set my Sins in order before mine eyes; |
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